for the longest time i was so against the idea of marriage (long time for being only 20), but recently, i find myself daydreaming about it a lot. mainly coming home to someone, and making food for more than one person, and having someone to laugh at me when i have dance parties at 1 AM, who i also get to hold hands and make out with. our bed would be big, with white sheets and a very fluffy white alternative down comforter. there would be hardwood floors, and even if it wasn't sunny, it'd feel like the sun was always shining in on the bed. this is what i think of while driving home. tonight's alive.