i have been just sitting for the past 13 minutes doing nothing but focusing on the ringing/static in my ears. this time it was worth it. driving home it really clicked that in 2 months exactly, i will be 21. too weird. something about me/life doesn't feel right at the moment, but i hope that passes. the clock read 12:11, which means i have class in 8 hours and 49 minutes, but i couldn't care less about sleep at the moment. i feel batshit crazy. that is what is it right now. i think i will sleep on the couch.