"and i'll love you forever if i ever love at all. with wild hearts, blue jeans and white t-shirts"

i'd be lying if i said that while driving home when this song came on i didn't tear up, and i didn't think about emailing you (since i deleted your number. real mature, right?) part of me hopes that you will be the first to reach out, but i didn't exactly leave a door for that. ugh ugh ugh. THIS ISN'T LIVEJOURNAL.

i just decided to eat macaroni at 11:30 at night. bad idea. my stitches itch. woof.