I am being entirely sarcastic when I apologize for the fact that I am a go-getter in every aspect of life. What I want, I do whatever I can in my power to get/achieve. I feel bad that you hold resentment towards me because of that. Because you sit back and let the things you want slip or fade away. Whether it be relationships, or people in general, down to future plans, I will not sit back and let what I want go, even if the item of focus is that of which is desired by more than just me. Dog eat dog world, and I am a bear.