looking back on 2009, the only thing that sticks out is the first experience of heart break. the moment when your heart hits the floor and you are positive you will never recover from it. september 29th brought that feeling, and even to this day, december 26th, things do not feel right. there is that hole there, a hole that will probably never be filled, but there is a special something doing a good job as easing the pain. 2009 brought a new town, a new school, a new future. i'm sure more will be added to this as the new year gets closer, but at the end of the day i am blessed. i have the best support system behind me, and i would not trade it for the world.