yesterday i sucked it up and did one of the biggest things i was afraid to do, and i dyed my hair dark brown. i feel a lot better about it, though. i promise i'm not that shallow, it was just a big part of who i was. now though, i just feel grown up. yesterday was a fucking headache, but i move in 4 days, and then waterworld on sunday for eric's birthday! davy and i also saw cursive and built to spill on saturday, and after that i feel like myself again. surrounding yourself with people who give off positive energy definitely helps make you feel better.