I have no remorse.

at any rate, i am beginning (kind of. i started it awhile ago but edited that nonsense) this 8 page (double spaced, so really like 4.5 page) paper on Obama's first 100 days in office. thankfully, it's an opinion paper so, I can just say what I want. The music selection for the day so far has been Crown of Thornz. I need to avoid listening The Gaslight Anthem or else I will try to hop into my car and just drive. my mind has been continuing to run wild with everything except for school. for the first time in my life, i feel motivated to do homework, and am fearing procastination, and that feels awesome. if i can make it to may 14th I will be a happy camper. the weather has been very fitting for my mood lately. today is rainy and chilly, and it just seems to be appropriate. I don't like living in the past, but i wish things could go back to january/february. it was a lot easier than whatever is going on now. work has turned into my safe zone, and i love going there more than anything because all i have to worry about it organizing and being friendly to strangers (i promise you this is harder than it seems sometimes). who knows. time will tell i suppose.