I can't even begin to explain how fucked up this past year was. i'm not talking about from january until now, I am talking about from last may, the 17th to be exact, to right now. this time last year I could remember exactly what was going on, exactly what i was doing, and then the news that broke it all down, and i don't even remember what i did last week. at this time everything started to fall apart, but right now, oddly enough, the same thing that fell apart that aided in the destruction of me is coming back together right now. funny how life works out sometimes.

recently the only thing that has been sticking out in my mind is how i care more about bands breaking up than i do about my personal relationships falling apart.